“Don’t cry because it’s over, smile because it happened.” I know that many of us experience first loves
and followed by heartbreaks. These combinations of happiness, excitement, and sadness
are feelings that are very common to us teenagers who are still in the stage of
puberty. It is an uncontrollable feeling that your heart can’t resist once you’ve
started feeling it and sometimes when everything is over it will leave you
teary eyes and a broken heart.
Just like a normal teenager, I have dreamt of fairytales and
happy endings but in my story it didn’t end happy, a complete opposite of
fairytales that I always dreamed. If someone will ask me when was I most hurt? It’s
when I experience first heartbreak. In
the age of 16, I fell in love, I experience love and was broken by love. An experience
I cannot forget until now. It’s been a year since then but the feelings are
still there, still haunting me sometimes when I’m about to close my eyes and
sleep.
Love gave me many happy memories but it also gave me a lot
painful memories too, a lot that sometimes I forgot that I also experienced the
happy ones. It is true that loving someone will make you vulnerable but it’s
also a very nice experience in life, an experience that’s worth taking the risk
and an experience that will mold you into a strong person. I’ll never regret
having such experience because despite all the pain, I’ve also experience
happiness which is priceless.
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