A NOTE FOR MY FIRST LOVE

I'm really having a hard time convincing myself that I'm OK

when i know in myself that I'm NOT.

Moving on is a very hard thing to do

it means

-throwing all those special memories.

-stop the communication.

-erasing you from my heart and mind.

WHAT A SHIT!

How could i forget you?

you that loved me and made me feel so special and

you whom i thought to be my lifetime partner..

so...

its hard to accept that..

the man i love will not anymore be part of my present

but a part of my past instead.

Somehow I'm still thinking about you and how we used to be

just to cover up the pain of missing an important piece in me.

i cant find a reason in my heart to hate you for leaving

and i don't and will not regret knowing you.

Because of you i learned and experienced to love and be loved in return.

i thank GOD for knowing someone like you.

you're one of the best thing that had been mine.

Thanks for the LOVE, RESPECT , JOY and

for the MEMORIES..

---klyjan[♥]

~me and him~

[♥]